I'll never let another teardrop fall.


HAPPY HALLOWEEN! =))

Havent touched my blog recently due to (I dunno what reasons also), lets just say I've been busy. Haha I thought everything would end after promos but no, today is the day whereby holiday really starts. Chinese A's on Monday, boy was it a killer! Plus I didn't even sleep on that day and woke up really sick :l The about-to-die feeling. Goodness.

After which I went home to take a nap longer than usual so Bfb had to wait for me although she was sick too. Hm then we watched the fwreaking HALLOWEEN show which was mother gory to the max! @#%$%&%^*^&(*%*# OMG I wasn't prepared for it at all! Let me just summarise for you : This psychopath boy called Micheal Myers at the age of ten loved to kill small animals so on the night so Halloween he went around killing his family first (except the mom and baby sister) Then he killed a total of 20 fwreaking mother people in his whole life! I mean, who the hell would kill 20 fwreaking mother people?! Shats man what a gruesome story. After which she came over to my hse to eat late late dinner cos we were broke then she went home.

Yesterday's life was dedicated to Pw and only to Pw. Met at Serene first because Kah Teik's hse is hidden in the woods. Then from 3pm till 10 we were doing out Pw stuff like what the hell. I was coughing so badly almost died. The computer gave us many heart attacks too. But in the end we were satisfied so I guess it was all worth. And his dog is HU-MAN-GUS and smelly! Haha.

Op was today. Wasn't so bad just that everyone laughed at smthg I said :l As usual. Gona meet for class dinner after and we'll all be wearinf our old school uniforms! Cool huh :D Gona go Celeste's hse to make up and stuff! Then after might go trick or treating with Kim and Bfb Yay!

I actually had many many things to blog about the past few days but I just cant remember anything at the moment.

Okay all I know now is that I've got to recover from my sickness to be well enough to attend ccap on Friday! Plus tmr we're gona get last minute stuff which includes a dress for the formal dinner. SUPERRR last minute.

Anyhows, everything seems to be alright now.
I'm glad :)

And thanks Alliance for helping me find out her name!
You let me know her I treat you eggs.
HAHA.


You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry cause everything’s gona be all right
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s gona be alright

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
and it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

10,000 Promises.


So we got back our raw results yesterday. The feeling of retaining was so strong after Mr Yeo said that there will be a few retainees in our class and already hearing about other potential ones. Omfg the feeling was much worse than receiving O level results. In the end it turned out that Econs had saved my entire ass. I wasn't so worried about myself bcos there were people in class who did worse. Plus the others it really didnt feel good at all seeing most of your friends sad and so scared. All we can do now is to wait for Wednesday before we further decide on anything else.

School nowadays is just filled with Chinese and PW. I go to school for the sake of PW, feel so bad for not turning up during meetings and discussions. Other than that I'm more or less dreading it. So glad next week would be the last week of school. Being so caught up in my own mood nowadays till the state of isolation.

This will be going somewhere.

Movie craze died down ever since watching Mr Woodcock with Alliance sometime ago. Love to go out with her just that most of the time our scheedule clashes. Next hangout place looks like Bfb's house. Going to her hse to play Xbox and watch Will and Grace and eating all the good food around her place.

Just summarising because I'm too lazy and upset to elaborate any further.

Talking to gf the other day made me realise a lot that I didnt want myself to think about or to come to the situation. What she said was so real and it daunted on me that it was the best way to overcome it. Yet at the same time I refuse to believe and stay stubborn. Previously the other two had also given me similar advice and I ignored it. Tell me how dumb can I get right.

To be extreme gives ppl hell lot of headaches you know that.
No alcohol, no white shirts and no meat. SHOOT YOU!



WHORE WITH A SILENT W.

Love Story.


AC games sure left me a burnt nose. Haha I'm still being so petty about it.. But it really hurts! Now its peeling and I hafta apply aloe vera gel during the past few nights. Booooooooooooo

Missed Secret Affair so much. She planned the outing and in the end she was the latest. Haha at least we got to see her. Outfit and makeup was TOTALLY gone on that night. I'll never dress like that again. Haha went to Wala Wala to drink. Stupid Bfb the inside joke bout Holland(s) V(s) Wala(s) Wala(s) is not funny at all! Pffts then hanged around in Holland till bout late morning. Saturday night is so boring. Nothing to do and surprisingly everything closes at 2am so there was really nothing to do. We shld plan a friday night out instead.

Next day was at Bfb's hse. Played Xbox and dont listen to her, my skill's arent as bad as she thinks. Just bcos I die more than her and I cant drive the car doesnt mean I suck at it. Haha ate dinner at her hse and time sure passes quickly. Left her hse at bout 11.

Alrights suppose to go out today but it was raining like SIAO in the afternoon. Gona watch Mr Woodcock!


And Alliance! You know I'll always be here for you =)


I love it when I get to mention my everyday happenings but someone isn't really allowing me to do so. Maybe I shld just refrain from doing so for the time being.

WE saw the Western Coast.


Ac games have given me another darker tone at least on my face )= Hurts like crazy but cant beat the class spirit that we've forged throughout these two amazing days :D SA7 ROCKS! Seriously we looked like the most bonded class ever, and the cheer did help a lil' of cos. Haha owned Captain's ball! Though it was so rough and prone to much violation when defending.. Eww gross. Other than that it was alright. To my amazement Stargate didnt seem too bad. Quite a fun game actually. Haha. We like totally gave up on Frisbee though we practiced much, and the rest were like, ERR. Sudden Death is really the most stupid way to determine the winner. One goal only are you fwreaking kidding me. Anyways glad everything has ended smoothly.

Went for class dinner after that which was even better :) Edmund was the winner of the night! Hahaha seriously. He can be SO random. I promised to blog about it so here goes. We were happily eating and enjoying our food when suddenly he said, 'You know my whole family wears spectacles' ._. SUPER DIAO RIGHT. HAHA in the end we ended making fun of him the whole night. Like suddenly saying 'You know my whole family (insert whatever here)..' Haha love love my class.

Alrights, cant continue to blog, need to change before going out to meet Cel first. Love late night outings! :)

Like my world's spinning in slow motion.


Ac Games has finally started today. Omg it was totally wasted. Played like only one game and the rest of the time was just.. Free time? Stayed in school till bout 6 and now I'm so tired. Tmr's the bigger day, where I get to pay more games. Haha we own Captain's Ball!

Watched 3 movies in 3 consecutive days. Chuck (that's me!) and Larry, Resident Evil and Nanny Diaries. Also watched Balls of Fury after Chem paper. As usual everyone who watched it claims that Maggi Q is the bomb and she so is! Haha Adam Sandler for Chuck and Larry, of cos Milla Jovovich for Resident Evil and Chris Evans for Nanny Diaries! Heh. This is so fun.

Training on Tuesday gave me really bad muscle cramps. Really really bad. It didnt feel too bad on Wednesday but everything just came today. My thighs are aching real badly. And during training I realised I'm always at the losing end when it comes to conditioning AS USUAL. I really don't understand my body. Strong lower body, SUPER weak upper body. DEE. EE. YAOO (DIAO)

Wanted to do so much after Promos but I guess there's just not enough time to do everything that I've planned. Chinese A's would be on the way soon, end of October I guess. Plus the ever irritating Project Work, everything seems to be never ending. The best would be the weekends where I can just enjoy and relax. Loveeeeeeee it.

1651 - Beat that! You'll never guess what that is, bill's exploding!



Sometimes all you gotta do is to just calm down, rethink of the situation and perhaps think that hey, things aren't really so bad after all. In the moment of anger everything suddenly seems to be against you, but when you think logically, its just your imaginative thinking. I used to be so stupid to complicate things myself, to make things harder for myself. But when I step back and see someone's true colours (whether good or bad), I definitely know what actions I want to take. Maybe arguing was the stepping stone to a better relationship to everything. To argue is to voice out your thoughts and to be heard, after which you might find a better way to handle the situation.

But after all, I still don't believe in happy endings. Maybe everything was just to harsh for me to believe that its true. 8 more months, Lord knows what will happen in 8 months time.

Still glad some people do take the initiative to confess and compromise.
Typed out, your version, sweet.

The Jealous Girlfreind.



Okay I'm not gona proclaim that Promos are over but it is!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

Huge stone off my chest at least for now, but soon a bigger one will be on its way.. Needless to say. But the best is to just to go with the flow, the flow knows best. Haha okay I made that up. I still have this sense of insecurity.. Like usually you'll know what subjects you'll pass so you can move on to the next level.. I don't even know what I can pass! Maybe only Chinese.. Wow. Everytime after a paper all of us will discuss bout the courses in Poly. HAHA. Then this is where Mr Moderation will hafta play his part.

Past few weekends have been spent studying at different Starbucks with different people. Some were quite productive while others were totally not! Haha thank gawd I had the consistency to study but not the urgency.. So I managed to do some work but not in time to cover everything for Promos but its better than nothing. Maybe after this short break I shld get back to studying again, those that I didnt cover. Omg I so cant believe I thought of that.

Past two days have been spent at Xian's.. Watching the most gory shows ever and Will and Grace, and played games. Haha the shows were super anti climax la.. Will and Grace, Saw III then Will and Grace again ._. Came home yesterday at 1pm and slept till like 6pm ._. ._.

Friday night was so wasted, equals to like staying home to sleep please. Kim came over to my hse coffee shop to watch the nine o'clock show cos she didnt want to miss it. Haha then went to eat and headed down to Dxo, waited so long for the two idiots and then we had the trouble of going in. Still in the end we managed to enter, but music and drinks sucks! Left for Home Club but the bastard didnt let us in.. So we went Cheekys but sucks! All the ruggers were there. The Disco lights were so irritating. Left to eat and everyone agreed that was the best part. Haha.


I'm going out now, but the rain is totally spoiling my mood.



Breathe (: